Life doesnt have a reset button.



Sunday, January 31, 2010

screw it.why did i choose accountancy??

not that im lousy at it..but i realised its so not me larhhhhhh!!!

BORING!!!

hmm..but come to think of it ah,its quite typical of everyone to hate their course regardless what course it is.
well..grass is always greener the other side.

so stop being complacent!!!

and my life is gettin mediocre...人生瓶颈..know that word?
yawns.

to the extent that i dno what else to blog.

yea..this post ends here.(supposedly)

It's true that people come and go. Regardless of joyous or sorrowful times,there's always this person who feels as much as you do.
It's yourself dude. Think about it, have you done anything that'll hurt yourself real badly even when you knew about it?

I did. Regretted making those decisions that i knew was unfair to me.

Just because we live only once, so dont let yourself down and treat yourself better.


Wednesday, January 27, 2010

haha.i'm like using hp to blog now..first test to see if it's working.
So hello ppl! I just had my fifth meal of the day..but i still think it's kinda little.

Lets see what i ate..bowl of cereal, fried chicken wing rice, cup noodles, home cooked dinner, roast chicken rice..and i had snacks too..actually i think it's still damn little eh! Haiz.

Anyway it's like 3Am alr! Dun i have school tml?
Nope! For the first time i'm gonna skip lesson for a good cause(studyin afa tml :) )


Tuesday, January 26, 2010

hmm..i've found out something..

i actually look younger than how a near 20-year old should be..
or mayb the people arnd me looks much older than me..
i should be happy..but NOPE!!!
screw it.bleh.

sometimes i just wish to be alone....
really...

i dun wanna explain anything.and no..dun feel bad tt u're the reason.
cause you're not..and it applies to everyone readin this..


oh oh..thanks!!!
thank who ah??
the one who click the nuffnang ad tt appear on my blog!!!
thanks!!! eh seriosuly?? who's the person!!! (private message me hor,i wanna know)
hahahaha!


Monday, January 25, 2010

woots!!
kbox-ed with BFF today..its so so impromptu..
and we realised ah..the place we're given ah..is a damn good place to see the ugly side of people.

okok.lemme explain..we're sitting lyk quite near some escalator..and we can literally observe the people there. plus they cant see us because our "transulcent glass panel" is just "another mirror" to them.
get it?

and guess what people always do when they're on escalator??

SCRATCH/TOUCH their THERE!!!
you know where?!?! THERE!!!
haha!

besides tt,we saw one cute couple did some cute action against the "mirror" which means towards us la!!
but i forgot what they did.

oh oh..and another guy wanted to kiss his girl..but FAIL!!!
haha..hmmm..hmmm..

so before you perform any uncouth act..think again.
cause u'll never know who's watchin..



HAHA! wonderful pic! fully describe how im feeling.
HAHA!!

im loving this peace of mine... ((:
Like the lone druid who's aint afraid to face it all alone.
Mon at 11:08pm -Comment- Unlike-
You and Childs like this.


shit! i just cancelled what i just typed!! screw it!! must retype everything again.
hope i can still rmb wat i type.
okay here it goes..

hmmm..you can call me rudolf.
got this new pimple on my nose.super ugly i tell you!! and its lyk kinda red la!! sian.


went to had dinner with sl at chomp chomp.
yumz!! great food!! ((: except for the oyseter omelette..

uncle!! i wun buy oyster omelette from you anymore. harumph!
but im so so not gonna tarnish any reputation here..so dun ask me which is the stall i bought from.
((:

and of course great catch up session..haha!
finally got the "flu medicine" from her..
guess what's the first lesson tml?!
IAP!!! kaos!




Heres a nice song for you people!! darn nice version of "The man who cant be moved"
just pause the virtual ipoot and play this wonderful video.
enjoy!


how i wish it's just a crush.
but time tells me that it isnt so.
im stuck with you.i doubt we can even move along.
how i wish it's just a crush.


Sunday, January 24, 2010

just woke up not long ago after a VERY VRY V tiring day...

Friday
Went to sch at 8+am and started doin IAP...
and there's this urge to settle the sudden Mcdonald hotcakes craving of mine.
so we literally became Mcdonald's delivery man..
deliverying 9 ppl's order.

tsk tsk..isnt an easy job okay!
so nxt time when you see a delivery man, pat his back and say..
"HAVE FUN!! HOHOHO!"

haha! im damn bad.crap.

oh ya..and we did project till 10pm!!
do ur maths and count how long of non-stop iap

Saturday
wa..i just rmb-ed tt it's just ytd..

IAP AGAIN!! ah!!!!
but i overslept..too tired alr!!
had kfc this time ((:
aiya..i dun enjoy talkin abt iap..
lets jump to the nxt activity.

went for darren's birthday celebration.
location-zouk/phuture
people-abigail,amelia,jaclyn,benjamin,darren,glenny,hosea,joshy,wong and of course me
time-9pm onwards
activity-drink,dance,enjoy,celebrate,cheers,games,merlion(okay only me)

ahh!! im so so NOT gonna touch alcohol for the nxt 2 months..
just nice..2 months from now is...March 24..a day before i turn 20..
so coincidental..

but im startin to hate celebratin my birthday.there're reasons for it.

bleh!!!


Saturday, January 23, 2010

haven been updating with a proper post for quite some time..

the previous few posts were just rants rants and rants.

but doubt i have the time now also..

thanks to iap.

shall blog probably tml? yea..



just because i know i've got no chance.so im heading for the stop sign.
girl,everything will be different.


Friday, January 22, 2010

bitch and bastard
bitch and bastard

they are a matching pair.fuck it.

knowin them is the worst thing that happen in my life.

where do you run to when u're escaping from yourself?



k la..mayb i should take pity on them..tsk tsk.
its sad to be them..HAHA


Thursday, January 21, 2010

my apologies for the previous post..apparently someone said im scary...

im not scary la..im v friendly one!!

kaos..lagi lyk havin split personality sia..especially when u read both the post tgt..
haha!!

aiya..see it this way(in case you think im those bad temper person)..im just a keyboard warrior.
i can type all those rubbish in the virtual world.
but in the reality,im just a timid boy....

HAHAHA!!


went to run again!! route seems different eh? but i tot it's kinda cool..running with my 2 bros.
((:




you know that i rarely use vulgarities..

but..FUCK YOU BITCH.
YOU JUST FUCKING PISS ME OFF 2 TIMES IN A DAY.
DUN MAKE ME FUCKING TAKE OFF MY MASK..YOU WUN WANNA SEE IT.
just because i hate you.

okay..rant is over.
im using the VERY expressive word because i have ALOT to say but i wanna keep it short.

im still a nice guy..hehe.
wah..shud i delete what i type??
in case if i scare anyone away...hope not. ((:


Wednesday, January 20, 2010

hihi!!! it's my daily blogging session again!!!

haha.cause i've been busy with sch stuff so much tt i haven been goin out lately..gosh!!
can start askin me out le alr! cause i'm less busy now ((:

after tml's MA presentation.im just left with AFA test(nxt thurs) and IAP.

woots!


hmm..hmm..just a day after i mention abt the stupid nuffnang, adverts actaully appeared on my blog..(guess its just another way to prove that their advert thingy actually exist)

was lyk damn excited la!! went to ask kelly faster go view..but guess what?
the very nxt minute, the ads are lyk gone.
okay..so now what? i'm 20 cents richer?

well done!


oh ya oh ya..today had the class lunch gathering..
ordered pizza hut + kfc delivery... i guess it's not as boring as i expected.
FYI..my class is kinda dumb..dumb in the sense tt we're too quiet..
be in my class and you'll know. and i guess im the one makin idiotic noises/replies in class..



sorry if this post sounds boring..

there're always issues deep inside everyone's heart...im starting to sense them.
cmon people!! i bet there's an emo part of you..bring it out dude!!


i dont wanna face this world alone.
but i have to.


Tuesday, January 19, 2010

hmmm.

whats on tml :-
-Csb test in the morning
-Class lunch gathering in the noon
-MA ppt preparation in the night.



i hate tight schedules..especially when i dun enjoy doing them.

why is everyone getting an iPhone!!! super annoying can!
makes me wanna become one of them.
but seriously..if i really have a choice, i'll get one too.
haha!
u ask me why?
cause i like!


aiya..i should spend more of my time learnin the format for tml's test hor.
and guess what? my blog is becoming a "talk to myself" session.
is it only me??
haha.perhaps not.

i just did it again eh?


btw does nuffnang really works?? i haven been earning money eh..cheat me only!
cmon nuffnang!!! prove me wrong!! if you're really genuine, den put $1,000 in my account!


they should lyk pay base on the content of the blog hor!!
this way i can earn at least a small bit...


Monday, January 18, 2010

im disappointed once again.hais.

it's funny how time and time again i put in hope and disappoint myself.
i knew right from the start that i wont be the lucky one.

but some part of me just chooses to continue with it..mayb i deserve it.
tell me if i should continue going for it...
some people said i'm stupid to place hope in such near zero probability.
while some urge me not to give it up..

dont worry,this is not an emo post...
cause the issue im talking about is...

MY $3M TOTO prize!!!

kaos!! tio jiak again..

HAHAHAHA!


Sunday, January 17, 2010

haha! this jessie ah!!
nv fail to entertain me..

she's lyk giving me riddles now..and i answer most of them right..
wahahaha..so smart eh me!


crap..blogged halfway and got interuppted by some issues.

i took off my mask..but its doesnt matter anymore.
at least i got it off my chest.

surprised! you do care huh.haha!


ahhhh!!!

im so so tired!!

why?!



lemme list down

1. Due to some annoying problem going on..i barely even slp lsat night. woke up at 4+ in the night and nv get back to slp.



2.Ran with my bro 8am in the morning..
this is the route we ran(red line) (:
complete it within 21 minutes.i tink its considered slow.and dun try to identify where i stay!
chao stalker!
and im running to train for my napfa



3.slp only at 10+am till 12+ in the noon

4.went to marsiling to play bball with nigel ming and hoong.
ming really die die dun let ppl into his hse de..tsk tsk!
and my bball really deproving drastically liao!!! jialat!!
HAHA

5.its 1.24 AM and im not slpin yet!!

due to the above reasons, im really weared out.
haha! lyk doin report hor!!

hey hey!!! check the left side of my blog.notice something?!?!
as i promised..IVE BECAME A NUFFNANG-ER!!!

i became one of them not becuz of the ads per click or whatever..but sometimes there's this contest where u blog abt something in order to get prizes or something.depending on how interesting your post is..

cool hor!!

imy.and it's gonna stop there. ((:
i just wanted to be there for you.


Saturday, January 16, 2010

same old route,same old scene,same old seat but definitely different feeling.
i admit i do think of the past.but its totally different now.
just because someone has occupied your space now.
i dont care how things are going.
but sure i believe no one wants hostility.


IAP in the morning..auditing each other work is really hilarious yet stressful..
HAHA!!

caught New York, Aishiteru in the evening with sherlynn,wylie and yaozhong.
hmm..the movie ah..just compiliation of sweet+weird+sick+hilarious love stories..
not really worth the $10 ticket..mayb for student price yea..if u just wanna slack arnd..

and im so so gonna sign up for nuffnang..soon soon!!
mayb later..or tml.
im a lazy bum!! haha!

lets see whats on tml.
running in the morning and bball in the noon.
woohoo!!


crap! i so so wanna tell you how i feel...


Friday, January 15, 2010

i'm lyk doin IAP project now..
auditing is a tiring job..seriously..especially when everything is so disorganised..

tsk tsk..you must be thinking.why am i blogging when its a project session!!
actually i also dno why..aiya.im just taking a break you know..
so..DONT JUDGE ME!

It's funny how people behave. i hate to read people mind..
there's so so many people's mind that i wanna read..
just because everyone is wearing a mask like what jessie always said.

screw the mask!! cant u just take it off and talk to me!
WAIT..you're not even responding..


random thought of the day: Why does birthday comes in multiple of 365 days?? (okay 366 days for leap years) 365 days doesnt really have much meaning eh??


Thursday, January 14, 2010

had napfa today..got bronze only.
im so so gonna go for a re-test.

and bcuz of the NAPFA!!!
im tired alr..has been 5 years since i took it eh!!

im so so gonna slp...
there's still project tml..arghhhhh.


its 1am now and i haven even touch my MA tut...crap!!

i WANTED to blog..but im tired now..

ahh!!! forget it!



It's definitely hard to contain the fact that two is better than one.


Wednesday, January 13, 2010

hello people!!!

im here!!

my tutor was funny today..she said im extremely smiley today.
and my impression to her is..gloomy and moody boy..
i guess thats wat other tutors feels too..

but but..If u really know me ah!!! im extremely cheerful one!!!!

eh. hmmm hmm.why i have this feeling ah..after this post everybody is gonna make noise and disagree to it.
cmon la!! im not emo okay!!! im just tired!!

haha!

and bon voyage esmonde!!!


share with u all one sad yet funny story that i heard.
there's this couple..the girl ran off with a handsome guy cause her bf is too ugly.
(i think only jessie knows why issit funny)


random: You know i'll fight for you, but you know i'll definitely lose. Do YOU still WANT ME to fight for you? ):


Monday, January 11, 2010

for i dno what reason, im damn pissed now...

mayb im just pissed off with one person..i dun see why i should be angry also.

chill chill!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh btw i said my first 2010 f*** ytd...so i shud just use it when i want to alr.
anw it wasnt intentional..but rather humourously.



Saturday
wong and his amazing time management...ended up din play tennis at ALL.
so great.HAHA! but it's okay...was kinda tired also.
anw that guy is quite gd in tennis eh.okay next.

went to sherlynn's birthday celebration ((:
indian poker + forfeits + pizzas + chillout at clarke quay..
know quite a few new people there..great!

yea.i know its v brief...but seriously..it's enjoying man!!
especially the chillout session..no idea why.

and i guess she really enjoyed throughout the whole day..congrats upon turning 18 girl!!

yea..i know its kinda belated but..stay happy and _ _ _ _ (i think she'll know it) always!

HAHA!

and guess what? i reached home at 4am and i forgotten to bring my keys out! but luckily dad's not yet aslp. ((:

Sunday
its an impromptu decision for the CCH to meet up!!!
but where is IAN!!!

okay.
left for dead 2 + bah kut teh + drinking session(i repeat..DRINKING session)
they're seriously damn mad..had happy hour at clarke quay..
and they fooled me, saying tt all i needed to do was just "accompanying" them..i had project to do leh!!!
and guess what?! they got me started drinking too!!!
3 guys finishing one whole bot of chivas eh!! seriously..they're mad.
and result of it??

2 vomitted + all 3 suffered hangover after effect.

how wonderful is tt?
but its damn great session.


i very much wanna blog...but i just recovered from a hangover...FAST HOR!!!

blog tml ba.watch this space.


Wednesday, January 06, 2010

Often you may find yourself feeling real depress over trivial reason, but what you not know is that you have unknowingly way forgotten things that once gave you a smile.

You just need one reason to be sad in order to dash out all your joy from things that made you happy.

Humans are greedy. They're always expecting things to be just perfect, no room for any mistakes or any slight imperfection.

Why not look at the reasons of why you should be happy instead of the sad ones?

):):):):):):):):)

what do you see? lots of sad faces or happy faces?
(if you're just seeing close brackets and colons, YOU'RE DOING IT WRONGLY IDIOT!)

What im trying to say is...perspective!! it's how you see things that affect how you feel.


lots of things happen recently..im not gonna blog abt it.
just because YOU are reading it. and i totally got no idea who reads my blog so...yup.
words do spread quickly and thats how certain things get to me also.

i think this blog post is so so gonna make my blog look so boring and lame.ah!!!


Sunday, January 03, 2010

i've got an new NEW YEAR resolution to add!!!

PUT ON WEIGHT!!!

why why why?!?! why everybody complaining tt im skinny!!!
im so so gonna make u all shut up by putting on weight!!!

ahhh!!!!


Saturday, January 02, 2010

sorry for the 1 day late new year resolution...

btw i scolded my bro "idiot" unknowingly...so there goes my "refraining from swearing".
even though tt word is kinda minor.

lets see when i'll use the word that start with f..

New year resolution:
1. Not screwing up my last semester(really matters alot now)
2. Eradicate the lazy genes of my by stop being a lazy bum
3. Wants to get back the old cheerful me.
4. Yearn to be a better friend cause i wasnt really a good one last year.
5. Earn my first $10,000(i just need abit more luck...HAHA!!)
6. Attain my driving license.
7. Reduce the use of swearing.

There you go!!
look vertical.. at the first capital of every resoultion.

2009 hasnt really been a good year for me...
must really thank all my friends who are there for me..really alot to thank.

BFF Jessie and her Ah Marc
FYI know jessie for like since primary 1..13 years leh!!
no matter what i do, they're always on my side..

Es,Chyeaik,huiyu,shiyun
great bunch that i'll always rmb since sec sch...no matter how busy we are, we wun drift away.

CCH Joshy Glenny Iany!!!!
When are we going to drink again?!?!
the good old days tt we played pool,drink,darts,ping pong!!!
and of course weekly soccer! never fail to cheer me up.cheers!

Wilson
long time friend of mine..but its 2009 that we started getting closer AGAIN.
lol. its funny how we both console each other..

kelly zhiming weiting jiazhi jiaying lily.
annoying bunch leh!!!! HAHA! <--see!! thats their effect..annoying but entertaining. of course made some new friends in year 2009.
and somehow they ALL make me feel old..seriously.

sl and kl
and im glad they make me feel younger!!! wahahaha.im a meanie hor..kidding la!!

My weekly soccer dudes(lazy to name all)
LETS REVIVE THE WEEKLY SOCCER SESSION!!! but why am i always the one who plan!!
change leh!!!!

and also those friends not mentioned la..thank you and have a great 2010 ahead.


wa..what a long post.darn tired alr...