Life doesnt have a reset button.



Sunday, May 31, 2009

iap sucks...
but not as sucky as some other part of my life..

why some people in this world is like so 不自动...cannot stand them..

yea yea yea..its still the same old problem..

mayb i shud just wear the mask that jessie's personal message says..
bein pretendious...

blehss..okay..time to start workin on iap..

presentation's tomorrow..

chiong ah!!!


ah!!! i've broken the streak...all thanks to IAP...

blehs..gonna slp now..ahh!!!


Friday, May 29, 2009

okay okay..i know my blog now is very plain and ugly..

give me some time..

i need to slp alr.


Thursday, May 28, 2009

hello!!! haha.blogger may be one of my best fren for now..

bcuz im so damn bored!!!

havin a test tml..but only lyk read thru once or twice only..
totally dun have the mood for anything..

played guitar hero:world tour after dinner..quite fun at the start..but got boring after a while..
blehs..

should i go slp nw? or get some work done? or revise for AFA?

everyone seems to be busy now..dun wanna disturb them.
ahh!!! bored!!!

oh ya..i haven use my new sports shoe.. i should go run soon eh??

i feel lyk changing my blogskin..ahh!!

mood: dno how should i be feeling


Wednesday, May 27, 2009

wah..good good..im updating quite often nowadays..

but...im blogging because im such a loser..
so many emotions to let it out..but no one is there for me..
i dno who to turn to...

"how abt her?" you may say..she wun be the one being there for me no matter what.
whenever im sad,angry or wateva..she'll get angry and ignore me..
how can i turn to her?? there's no one which i can seek to..
no one to hang out when im bored..no one to chat on the phone when i feel like it.

i just feel so alone..sooooooo alone..






im alright now after a good nap and clarification..
ahh!!! i just cant get angry for long..same for her..lol.


Monday, May 25, 2009

You never showed care..

i tink wondergirls wants me..

im just a nobody..and they want nobody...


Sunday, May 24, 2009

wah..i cant imagine eh..how can someone be so thick-skin, so irritating, so despiscable...
whats worse? some people just doesnt feel so..

死残烂打 de cockroach!!! ahh!!!


Saturday, May 23, 2009

wah..damn hungry nw..and i just found out tt im hungry lyk most of the time..bleh.

anw ytd went to catch night at the museum 2..so bought the tickets and went to walk around..

guess who i saw?? GJZ!!! and she happen to catch the same movie as us! but different timing la..
in the end she went to change her movie timing..
kena shock la..i tot which girl will run towards us and say "HELLO!!"

caught the movie at the Grand Cathay (Digital movie)..and the difference between digital and normal de is just wider screen and a much bigger theatre..
haha.the movie was quite nice la...if there's such a museum exist i'll sure go!!! provided that the entrance fee is cheap..wahaha.

and i ate oyster mee sua after tt..tt person who serve me actually splashed the chilli oil on his shirt..haha..den he gave me the pek chek look..am i bad to laugh at him??
remind me of the days workin at ke kou wei..

oh yea..she doesnt read blogs..so i can type whatever i want (:


Friday, May 22, 2009

OMG!!! im having a date tomorrow!!!!

okay..im excited just because this meant very much for me..1st time after so long which we can go out relax and really spend time together..

just hope no one comes to spoil the date..

oh ya..i tink rite..she doesnt read my blog..is tt gd or bad??

am i that boring?? bleh...


Tuesday, May 19, 2009

blogging as at 4+am again..got to do something to this..

cant possibly be slpin at 4+ all the time..

argh..damn hungry la..skipped my dinner..
okay la..i go look for food..


Monday, May 18, 2009

Saturday
well...a bad day to start with..but at least everything's okay at the end of the day.i guess.

went to esplanade for project..hmm..i must say its has a great ambience...for dating...
wahaha..cant blame la..but hey!! at least we've completed our part.
haha.

was suppose to like go home early or something..but was walkin to the flyer..
and found out tt there's some soccer event thingy by the flyer..
MAN UTD VS ARSENAL!!! (deciding game for man utd)
it was held by the tiger and football channel..
damn cool la..Football Channel was like broadcasting live there..with damn alot of ppl..
the atmosphere is kinda good..with everyone "OH!" here "OH!" there..not just that..but the most typical "OH! + puts their hands over their head"
okay..i din do tt ah..cause obviously everyone is exaggerating over it!! mayb it'll feel gd doin tt..haha.
just look at the crowd...




and thats after the game..Man Utd drew..but they're EPL's champion for the third consecutive time!!!
hurray!!!
okay okay..time to slp..
only left with 3 hours...
why do you wanna continue doing stuff that i dislike? you know this feelin sucks or mayb you dont know how it feels like.


Saturday, May 16, 2009

i totally dno how should i feel now.


Wednesday, May 13, 2009

disclaimer: the post below does not include the author's part to blame even though it's partially his fault



why contribute so much when the other party doesnt even give in.

why keep bothering abt it when the other party doesnt even care.

why get so committed when the other party is still not even ready.

why do i hold this r/s so hard when the other party hurt u time and time again.

why do i feel so distant while u're just sitting beside me.


once u said, frens last longer than lovers.
i tot otherwise..till i realise the reason for it.
it's just because u prioritise love way below friends..or rather tt so-called guy fren of yours when he treats u otherwise.


should i still go on?

where are all our promises this 11 months?

i just want a girl who loves and care abt me.


Thursday, May 07, 2009

hmm..miss those days when i had abundant of time...wastin those times with the people around me..

whether issit having weekly soccer session, mahjong sessions,walking from clementi to esplanade (omg..i still rmb this..and its super tiring), bus hopping, just staying home with my brothers(even though we do different things), gathering sessions, basketball-ing or even spend hours sending u home..i still enjoyed it..every moment of it.



but as we get older,you'll realise you wun have time for this anymore..

and i hate this...


know the reason why children wants to get older and adults want to get younger??

basically..children feels tt being an adult is cool..can do lots of things which they currently wun be able to do due to money constraint.

then these children eventually becomes adult and will slowly realise...they're still not able to do so many things due to time constraint..

see!!! tts how stupid life cycle is...



how i wish i can stop the time..or step back into time..

time is a funny thing..
it can produce laughters which makes u gay.
it can produce a life or take it away.
it creates upsets but time makes it numb.
and suddenly i feel so dumb.

the last sentence is just there to make it rhyme.


Sunday, May 03, 2009

spend the labour day and sat taking care of a sick patient..

haha..and guess wat? i brought more heaty food over instead of bringin lyk herbal tea or something...
she actually got better after eating those junks..wahaha..
maybe its the smiles and laughters that cures it..

omg and the swine flu threat have raised to orange...two more levels away from e learning!!!
haha..e learning will mean that its lyk critical level and no one should go out w/o any reason..
i want e learning!!! cause i have four school days tt starts at 8!!!
but at least there's 3 days that ends at 1pm or earlier..haha