Life doesnt have a reset button.



Tuesday, December 12, 2006

argh..i can't stand it..i've been depressed+frustrated+moody ever since i admitted to hospital..i dun tink anyone can give a confident answer to the question..i wun ask anyone abt the question.cuz i'm afraid tt person will also tink abt it and get to the same state as me..

maybe i shud try to avoid questionin myself tt..it'll take time..how long will tt take? a day?a month? a year? a decade? i dno..hope i wun tink abt it and become as gay as before..

hmm..today went to play lan wif chum,samuel and matthew..nathaniel backed out..quite fun..after tt went to matthew hse and played a bit of soccer..can't run la..feel damn uncomfortable cuz of the stitch..gonna remove them tml!! yay!! got 4 stitches to remove la..haha..damn scared yet happy(i tink so..i've got my feelings mixed up)..