Life doesnt have a reset button.



Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Was suppose to bathe now...just came back after playin bball...argh...nvm i got time now...can blog now...shit...
ok back frm shower...hmm...this point of time wat troubles me is frens,love and cca...felt happy tt the sch ended but realised tt i'm alone!!!y?izzit becuz of wat i done?or wat? please tell me...when u see me after sch walkin arnd the sch alone tt means i'm finding ppl to accompany me...haiz...i have no frens! all say they are my frens...true frens will pang seh ppl?...i tink true frens are frens who really cares abt u...tink abt ur frens now...have they ever ask how's u or wateva?did they ever ask u wat u wan or wat and give u surprise or wateva?did they ever sent u home even though their hse are far frm u?did they bother to care to noe and share ur problems?i can bet it is rare,they only care abt who u lyk,or anything they are interested in...and the most important thing is they only tink of themself...when u go out wif them and u suddenly ran out of cash did they ever take the initiative to lent u money or help u pay first?i would say no!So who are really ur true fren(dun care is best fren,gd fren or wateva...this is TRUE fren)?have u ever tot of it? Now u tink abt urself...did u have the above qualification to become a true fren of others?

now abt love ya?...hmm...i found out the name of the girl i'm interested in...she reminds me of a chinese song bah...dun tink she noe me,blehz...haiz...skip the subject bah...
hm...look at mirror and see myself...feel tt i'm quite ugly...argh...should i do sumthing to myself?make a change in my character and my looks and other stuff...hmm...having a gd character makes the guy handsome...tts wat i heard...trying to improve my character...making myself less idiotic,more lovable =p...blehz